And once there was a child who like
any other child was made to believe that we are ‘free’, because once upon a
time we were under the British rule, but now we rule ourselves. And the child
was naturally satisfied with the explanation because it all seemed legit to his
nascent understanding. But the time passes and it leads to evolution of ideas.
The circumstances of the child strayed him into the realm of self-doubt.
Apparently this could have led to a disastrous outcome but due to various other
happenings, it turned out to be a blessing in disguise. Now the child had
acquired the ‘maturity’ to doubt his very existence. The event may be an
incident or an accident as you might call it.
Now it wasn’t an enlightenment
overnight but rather a slow evolution of ideas catalysed by a curiosity for a
keen observer and susceptible to his ‘existence’(LOL). The changes were slow
and the child was not a child anymore. (But as they say there is a man in every
child, so let us refer him as a child.) The child was now ‘free’ or more
accurately he had adopted ways which gave him a false impression that he was
‘free’. He was ‘happy’ because he had acquired the ‘Art of Happiness’. But as
we know that alteration is the ultimate law of the universe, his ideas were
never still. And while new ideas developed, a rift was created with the former
ones.
The ever busy mind now wasn’t in sync
with prior ideas of ‘freedom’. The child now identified the constraints that tied
him, thus preventing him from achieving his freedom. The
situation became frustrating and it had an adverse effect on his ideologies.
His ideas were free, his imaginations kissed infinities, but could not
experience them in reality. A feeling of constraint again gripped him.
Time is the best leveller and the
child had again learnt to be happy limiting himself to the freedom of his
imagination. He now had multiple personalities, of which just one was visible
to the external world. The beauty of his ‘free’ world was that he could experience
anything, hate someone or love someone by his choice. But the child was mature
enough not to apply utopian conditions to his free world.
And while a feeling of desperation was
increasing (because the ideas were constantly evolving), a change inevitably
took place and the previous ‘constraints’ were removed from his life. Now the
child (not a child anymore) was as much free as he could imagine. He has
acquired the freedom to choose, free to roam, free to affect himself etc. And
he enjoyed and exploited his newly found freedom. But being never of a calm
thought-process, he could have never settled at this position. He started to
experience the constraints that were earlier hidden or rather were not
‘essential-enough’ to be considered a restriction. And the idea of “Fortified
Soul” germinated somewhere in his conscience. He didn’t like his voice, but he
was bound to use it. He never had any freedom to choose it.
And like this child, we never had real
choices in many of our ‘free’ decisions. We did not choose our world, our setting,
our bodily features, our parents, our religion and most important our decision
to exist (or not). We are constrained by our own physical existence. We have
our own worldly limitations. We have a voice which cannot change, we don’t have
wigs to fly and many others. Our decisions are never ours. We are intoxicated
with certain influence.
And thus the concept of “Fortified
Soul” is enforced. Your soul can, up to an extent, contemplate freedom but you
have your physical attributes to be restricted by. Even utopian ideas are not
safe from these constraints. Suppose you try to imagine a ‘world of your will’.
But isn’t the world influenced by the negatives (or positives) you do not want
to see in life? ……. But we still have a strong feeling of freedom which
prevents us from straying into territories of pessimism.
“Choice or more specifically freedom in choice is but a necessary illusion”.
If I come across a point where I have
to make a decision with multiple possibilities, then I should feel that I make
my choice ‘freely’. Though my decision may have been predetermined owing to
some factors, but this illusion works right and perhaps prevents the “creature
with higher consciousness” from depressing down. A rich kid might never have
the option of pursuing begging as a profession, but he should feel a sense of
liberty in choice of his/her path. If we feel free to be ruled or administered
by an individual or a group of individuals, then be it. Such a feeling is vital
for the existence of societies.
The child while sitting in the lap of
nature observed mundane things around and realised that every creation of
nature is governed by the rule to be bonded by restrictions. A bird looks
beautiful against the backdrop of sunset. But what if the bird demands to be
able to run of land? What if a tree demands the power of locomotion? What if a
fish wishes to have lungs like that of a terrestrial animal? What if a river
desires to be salty? It would most probably lead to a chaotic situation unable
to sustain life (let us avoid the definition of life for now).
Now there were no reasons for the
child to be saddened by those restrictions, but rather to enjoy the worldly
restrictions he had conquered(mostly).
We are “Fortified Souls” because we
are meant to be.
Freedom in real sense is said to be
attained when an action is taken or a choice is made devoid of unnecessary or
malefic worldly influence, and constrained only by natural limitations of the
individuals and other harmless worldly factors (such as involuntary human
emotions).